OK. I hate people. It is official. Why do people sit there and say that they care and that they would never screw you over and the first chance they get the use you. I am sick of being used. I hate it so bad. I don't do that to anyone so why do people ALWAYS do that to me. I am sick of it. Well people are probably wondering what crawled up my ass and got me all pissy. Well here it is.
I have a roomate, her name Rosie. She has a 5 year old named Poe. Ok, Poe has a father in jail, Rosie is/was whatever it is today dating this guy named Jim. Well thats the basics, so if you get confused come back and look again cause I don't want to explain again (haha I did a funny gotta cheer myself up, yea I'm crazy I know) Anyways. Rosie used to work with me and she was telling me how where she was working everyone was mean to her child and that she was almost homeless and this woman is like the sweetest woman ever (ahem was) and I felt so bad for her. Having the kind heart that I have I decided to have her move in. We decided that she would pay $300 a month, me and Robert $400, Roberts mother in law $400. OK SOMETHINGS WRONG THERE HER ONLY PAYING $300. Anyways she agrees. Well she moves in and the day she moves in says Jim is gonna stay there too. Well we said ok. Well then he just never leaves, he lives there, but even though there are 3 more bodies in the house using electric and water and running up the bills we still leave it at $300 cause we feel so sorry for this broad. Well we drive her to work everyday and then when she gets off work she goes to the bar, practically every night, not going to say every night because that would be lying and I'm not gonna lie. Well who takes care of Poe. Wanda, my mother in law and how much does she do this for. FREE. BIG PROB THERE, but we are nice people, (Nice people always pay for being nice, being mean is so much easier I am finding out). Well 2a.m. Rosie finally comes home and Poe finally goes to bed, 5 YEAR OLD GOING TO BED AT 2AM. Anyways, we do this day and night and on our days off give up everything all our plans to watch this very rude, disrespectful boy. And for how much, FREE. Well the first month from the kindness we let her only have to pay 1/2 months rent cause she was only there 1/2 a month, but when we moved in to the house in the middle of the month we still had to pay the full months rent, but we decided that. (Still kindness and being nice don't help you any). Well the next month she is 8 days late on rent and still had to borrow money. Ok we all pay more and have our rent but she don't have it. Somethings wrong there. Well we let it slide cause Jim left her and took money. Well I decided to keep this woman and not kick her out and let her know about it. Oh at the end of all this I will tell of all the mean cruel things she has told me and stuff but still being nice to this woman. Well the day after I decide to let her stay, the only thing I have asked for is for her to keep her son quiet so I can sleep, by the way being pregnant you need lots of sleep and need to gain weight but from all this stress I have not been able to eat. So this is hurting me physically. Well back on subject, she was yelling at Jim in front of our room on the phone (ok our room is the garage, and she sits in front of the door and we hear echos) and her son is running his bike into the garage and yelling and screaming. Well first I yell out the door "Poe please be quiet!" everythings good for a minute, then screaming and yelling again "Be quiet!!" good for a minute, then again "QUIET!!!" then louder noise so I pound on the garage door trying to show I am mad and that they need to be quiet. Then they get louder so what do I do "G*D D@MMIT F**KING BE QUIET!!!!!" Then everythings good because I'm sick of trying to sleep and get up. Yea I understand this child is 5 years old and just wants to play, but every day in front of our room and keeping us up and his mom sitting out there letting him and doing the same by yelling at Jim on the phone everyday. And after asking politely and all. I mean it is totally disrespectful for them to act that way especially for all we are and have been doing for them. Well I tell my dad (who is visiting for the holiday season and should have left but was waiting on Jason's birthday which is the 24th) that I am gonna do payback. Poe is in the kitchen and runs out and tells his mom. His mom comes in the house and asks what I mean by payback and I tell her when you least expect it I am going to wake them up and yell and scream and let them know how it feels. She gets all defensive, "He is only 5 years old." When I was 5 years old if I woke my parents up in the morning I would get my ass beat for waking them up so what did I do, watch cartoons, go outside and play basketball, a quiet sport. Ok. So I tell her this and she yells at me saying that I am mean to this child because I put him to bed the night before at 8 pm. When I was his age I was in bed at 7pm if I was lucky. So I am having no sympathy. Tells me my one year old is bad (because he is loud, but if you can tell me how to keep a one year old quiet please tell me) Tells me I am a bad mother. And gives me a guilt trip because her son is in tears from all the yelling and saying it is my fault. So you know what I get pissed. My husband Robert carries me off before me and her actually fight. Well you know what. I decide to be the better person and punish my son for being bad and from him being so bad I take him to chuck e cheese. Well anyways I ask my dad to take Robert to work and he said after he takes Rosie out to cool her down and plays with Poe and all this. Tells me that I was mean to her and then tells me that he cares for Rosie (by the way he is dating Wanda my mother in law) and when I leave for chuck e cheese I tell him to enjoy his new family. Well I would like to know how I was wrong. Someone please tell me. I have done so much for this woman.
This woman has told me numerous times that I am a bad mother and for what reason I do not know. I have a roof over his head, spend everyday with him, feed him, clothe him, and bathe him and this is a every day thing. Well she tells me that I depend on my mother in law to much and then tells her that she depends on us to much. She tells me that my husband is horrible and lazy. I ask her to watch Jason so I can run to the bank and she tells me no even though I watch her son everyday so she can go to work AND DATES. I asked her yesterday if she would watch my son on Thursday so Robert and I could go on a date and she says yes then 10 mins later asks "What do you have planned on Thursday" I reply in a sarcastic way "Nothing why Rosie" "Well I want to take Poe up to the jail house to see his father would you do that for me" "Sure Rosie especially since nothing is planned on that day" What did I do wrong? Being too nice. If thats what it is then being nice is a curse. Someone help me find the solution. Oh and now she is moving out and telling everyone that we kicked her out because her son woke us up. Tell me WTF?